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The Horror of a Psychologically-Trauma

complex trauma discussionThe Horror of a Psychologically-Trauma

Is it just fear? An anxiety disorder?

Some clinicians focus on ‘one’ emotion if they talk about cause, diagnose and treatment of a ‘psychologically-Trauma’. There are even clinicians which carry the opinion that a Psychologically-Trauma is an anxiety disorder caused by fear. Because fear alone can trigger unimaginable human strength or unimaginable human surviving capacities

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Some say: fear is Horror and Horror is fear.
But is horror really only fear?

I dare to disagree with such an underestimating statement to the suffering of a psychologically-trauma. Because a psychologically-trauma is a lot more than fear that causes an anxiety disorder. That is also why PTSD is not categorized as an anxiety disorder but as a disorder caused by suffering extreme stress.

Fear is just one of the unbearable sensations which tortures the body and mind of a psychologically-traumatized daily life handling-system of once personality (the self- and ego- states). Fear can make you Run away, fear can make you Freeze, fear can make you Cry, fear can make you suffer without you even knowing ‘why’. Nobody will disagree that fear can cause all that, but does it mean you suffer a psychologically-trauma if you suffer or suffered only Fear: NO !

The word  ‘pain’ barely used . . .
But the definition of suffering pain says a lot:. “an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with acute or potential tissue damage or described in terms of such damage”. Suffering physical pain, mental pain, emotional pain and psychologically pain all at once, will cause an ‘injury’ – psychologically and or physically. And (Child) sexual and or physical abuse causes such an ‘injury’ because it’s an horrific event.

A psychologically-injury

An horrific event triggers bodily responses, sensations, feelings and emotions all at once. Horror overloads your daily life handling-system (ego- and self-states), your mental state and common sense with extreme stress.  Even by witnessing a ‘horrific event’ you can get emotionally and bodily over-stressed and it even can cause a phobia for experiencing (witnessing or remembering) it ever again

Horrific events or a horrific experiences can make us lose our common sense, activate unwanted bodily responses, can cause uncontrollable sensations, feelings and emotions or can even cause an unimaginable strength which can lead us to do the unthinkable as if we are in a hypnotic state. .

Stop Child AbuseEver heard of:
Blind madness?
Blind sadness?
Blind fear?
Or over excitement – uncontrollable joy which make one scream and or shiver ?

Ever heard that someone who broke his leg or finger was able to pull it right back on its place right after the event happened? Ever heard that pain can reach a level of numbness? Ever heard that people weren’t able to notice their physical wounding’s (or the pain) right after they injured themselves or right after a severe accident? Ever felt the pain your muscles causes if your laugh gets out of control? Ever felt that powerless feeling caused by intense out of control laughing? Ever heard that over activated emotions can cause you leaving and or losing your common sense?

The unimaginable can occur if our daily life handling-system, our personality, gets overloaded (stressed out), it can force you in to a survival mode. And afterwards, if we get back in our mindful state, we feel the physical and psychologically chaos and shock that starts torturing our mind and body; some get cold and or start to tremble, some feel the pain of their muscles if they start to unlock (relax) again, some get scared by an instant only by the thoughts (memory) of what they did during that over-activated personality state, some shut bodily and mindfully down and or are extremely exhausted afterwards, some feel pain all over their body by the muscles which where over contracted, some experience a huge headache afterwards, and some just start laughing as a response to a severe accident that just happened.

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If we think over what just happened to us during a horrific event or what we just experienced or did in a total over-stressed personality state – collecting or doing the impossible or the unthinkable – afterwards; we realize we lost or did leave our mindful state for that short moment of time.

Suffering a psychologically-trauma is all above mentioned.
Suffering a psychologically-trauma is an ongoing, repeating, over activation of the body and mind, of feelings and emotions, of more than one personality-state.

Suffering a psychologically-trauma eats your life !
We start dissociating to survive, because It relieves the suffering. And if you unlock the Traumatic Memory the unthinkable can happen all over again, so it’s very important to reach out for proper and very experienced Help.

Don’t underestimate suffering a psychologically-trauma.
Because suffering a psychologically-trauma is a whole lot more than suffering the emotion of fear. A psychologically-trauma will force you to live your life in an ongoing on-guard state and or survival mode.

Seek help
Seek very good and experienced help if you suffer a psychologically-trauma.

Regards,

© Nique
CE at the Dutch Top Referent Trauma Center Assen-Drenthe,
National Mental Healthcare Department, The Netherlands

 

Other Reference:

* Ross CA (2014) 33,3 pg 285 – question 1
* Nijenhuis ERS, TRTC Assen-Drenthe the Netherland (2014) Ten Reasons for conceiving and classifying posttraumatic stress disorder as a dissociative disorder. Psichiatria e Psicoterapia 33, 1, 74-106.
The Haunted Self (Nijenhuis, vd Hart, Steele, 2005, 2006)

* And Nique EU Disja 2014 ANP EP daily life handlingsystem

 

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Dissociative Handling-system of the personality

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The ANP ᶧ ² and EP ³  handling-system

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Literally Trauma means ‘injury’

  1. An event causes Injury
  2. Injury causes pain
  3. Pain causes physically and psychologically suffering
  4. Psychologically suffering can cause psychologically-injury
  5. Psychologically-injury can cause pathological emotions and pathological somatic responses
  6. a mental illness
  7. A mental health diagnose caused by Trauma

It can happen on every age and has no age boundaries. Someone with a PTSD can suffer a Partial or Full dissociation. Which means he or she can’t recall | remember the traumatic or a part of the traumatic event.

We all own one Personality which is given color by our Self states¹ and Ego states².
To the understanding of, suffering a psychologically-Trauma:
all traumatic events (psychologically and mechanically) can cause Dissociative Behavior | psychologically-Trauma
and all mental disorders caused by psychologically-Trauma hold Dissociative symptoms

Let us take a closer look at our main personality-states which handle every day life,
the self-states and the ego-states;

SD  = Structural Dissociation
ANP =  Apparently Normal Personality Part
EP = Emotional Personality Part (the part that holds a traumatic memory)

  1. The Self-States (SD ANP parts)
    are parts of our personality which function fully autonomic and are daily life task oriented.
    These parts of our personality own their own consciousness and self-awareness.
    Examples of Self-states are:
    You need to clean the house and you instinctively know what to do and how to do it. You know how the vacuum cleaner works or what you have to use to clean the windows etc. To every little task you remember what is needed or what to do at that moment: like cooking, doing your finances, call your friend at his/her birthday, etc.. those are all different self-states (SS’s) which we call smaller Apparently Normal Personality parts of the total personality ANP-EP(’s) handling system.
    Note:
    If a person suffers a PTSD or CPTSD or a Dissociative Disorder like OSDD
    The self-states we call smaller ANP ‘parts’ which belong to the total personality (1 ANP-EP handling system).
    Those Self-state parts¹ (ANP parts) are vulnerable to the influence of Ego-States² and or EP parts³

Beside the Self-States we all also own Ego-states
which influences also our Self-Sates…

  1. Ego States
    are personality states which react emotion oriented. They respond to emotional daily live needs or events and provide us with normal and healthy reactions which color our own personality.
    But… they also can develop a pathologically behavior such as Borderline-, Narcissistic personality disorder, pathological sociopathic- or psychopathic behavior, etc. – and otherwise described dissociative disorders including switching behavior to other personality states (not DID).
    Examples of Ego States are:
    The need for attention, or personal comfort, or the need to be someone (to be recognized), the need to feel proud of what you do or did, the need of being loved or to give love to another person, the need for sex or erotic responses, the need to express your anger or sadness etc. Al those needs are normal human emotions (feelings) which we all carry inside of us. And we also carry all biologically given narcissistic genes or psychopathically genes (we are all able to get triggered to unthinkably or unhealthy behavior). It’s human nature.
    Note:
    Pathologically (damaged, sick, unhealthy, etc.)  Ego-States can cause switching behavior, because they are very vulnerable to the influences of pathologically genes and or biologically given vulnerability. But they also can be controlled or influenced by traumatized EP parts such as most commonly seen within OSDD. Traumatizing experiences and or Childhood neglect can contribute to development of a Borderline Personality Disorder + Dissociative symptomps. Those pathologically Dissociative Ego-States can express itself also by switching behavior to different personality states. That is also the reason why so many people get wrongly diagnosed with a dissociative Identity disorder and the other way around, or misdiagnose with another mental disorder such as Schizophrenia.


PTSD and complex-PTSD (including Dissociative Disorders)

If we get Psychologically-Traumatize we develop pathologically personality parts which hold memories of a traumatic experience. Those parts we call:

raamDissociated Emotional Personality Parts (EP’s)

  1. A traumatized personality part(s) !!
    Like the Self-states those EP’s own their own consciousness and self-awareness
    Within the structural dissociation of the personality we call those parts EP’s which cause dissociative behavior. These psychologically traumatized parts of the personality hold a total memory of a traumatic event or a part of a traumatic event – physical and emotional memories which belong to the past.Those parts can be:
    1. totally dissociated by the personality (full dissociation)
    2. partly dissociated by the personality (partial dissociation)

    Examples of EP’s are:

    Someone who experienced a very severe accident on a particular crossroad, can start to avoid that particular crossroad, or even worse: don’t go nearby a crossroad again. And this (phobic) fear exists without realizing or thinking over the full memory (EP) which caused her/him to develop this pathologically behavior towards crossroads.
    Or someone who experienced severe traumatic events during a war can develop irritated and avoidant behavior towards lots of things in the present time without realizing his behavior is being influenced by the traumatic events he/she experienced during war and which didn’t process in to his own personality sate – the EP’s got stuck in the past. He/she avoids thinking on those traumatic events and develops irritated and or defensive, aggressive behavior under the influence of the EP’s.
    Note:
    If an Self-State or Ego-State gets triggered by ‘recognition’ – by a particular daily life subject or event – the EP that got triggerd by that recognition influences the behavior of the Self-state and Ego-State. On such a moment the ANP-EP system – which we call a handling system – gets in to pathologically behavior (not healthy behavior). The biologically stability of the whole personality will also play a very big role towards ‘how this behavior will express itself’ (including switching behavior to different personality states). But the cause of that particular behavior on such a moment gets triggered and influenced by an EP.

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Personality and Identity:
Above we gave a summary of a normal to a pathologically Personality and the different personality states. Everything above can develop itself without suffering a DID. The expression of the total of our personality-states plus our biologically (determinants) and biographically presentation will give form to our own Identity.

The Dissociative Identity Disorder

All traumatic events can cause Dissociative Behavior e.g. Psychologically-Trauma as we explained already above. So again what is the difference between a primary and secondary Structural dissociation (PTSD CPTSD OSDD) and the Tertiary Structural dissociation (DID)?

Note of importance: One can suffer a Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)without suffering a Personality Disorder !
Borderline is a symptom diagnose and can develop itself during all ages of childhood, likewise a structural dissociation of the personality OSDD or PTSD.

DID though is another story:
DID Research has shown us that the development of a DID starts during the very early stage of life.

Hypothetically to the explanation of “why could such a very young child develop more than one ‘handling system’”;
We are all born with biological determinants and four autonomic emotional handling/respond systems (the 4 head emotions). Emotional handling systems which immediately after birth are able to react by instinct or reflex. If a baby feels distress caused by hunger it starts to cry. If you have eye contact with a baby which has already its vision and you slap your hands the baby gets scared (you will see the reflex) caused by the loud noise even though its sees you slapping your hands, etc.. The baby is not yet able to mentalize hearing with vision, it’s not yet enough developed to do so (recognition). The emotionally systems pleasure/fun and fear are not yet enough integrated to function as proper team players.
If something disrupted this proses (like repeating Trauma – see part I pnt 1) an infant needs to activate by instinct repeatedly a (survival) reflex which causes that the autonomic functioning emotions can’t synthesize prober with one and other on a natural given way to learn prober functioning as team players. This can lead to the development of a DID cause by Trauma.

A tertiary structural dissociation of the personality
Someone who suffers a Dissociative Identity Disorder developed in a very early stage of life two and sometimes even three of those ANP-EP’s handling systems. Each of those handling systems own their own distinct behavior, knowledge and memories. This causes also a lack of recognition of one’s own autobiographically memories. The switching between those ANP-EP’s systems can occur very subtle but also very recognizable if you know the total personality for a longer time. DID is a poly-symptomatic condition which is characterized by a hidden presentation.

In case of a Dissociative Identity Disorder the ANP’s (self-states) also function task oriented within each main ANP-EP’s handling.
But beside that the main ANP-EP’s handling systems functions also head emotion oriented.
So here we also need to have knowledge about the four head emotion of humanity which within DID form the base to develop a pathologically survival mechanism such as a Dissociative Identity Disorder is.

1 The 4 head emotions
of every human being
Joy, (Pleasure, laughter, sex, etc.)
2 Fear (defense, Freeze, etc.)
3 Anger (defense, physical attack, etc.)
4 Sadness (tears, loneliness, mourning, etc.)

 

** People who suffer a DID have developed two or even (very rare) 3 ANP-EP handling systems which are not only task orientated but also act head emotion orientated. ANP-EP systems behave Apparently Normal – and carry an own distinct, stable over time and growth, identifiable behavior. An identity disorder caused by psychologically-Trauma


Reference doc
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3-2014 E.R.S..Nijenhuis, Ph.D. – Ten reasons for conceiving and classifying posttraumatic stress disorder as a dissociative disorder
Book advise:
The Haunted Self,- authors Ellert R.S. Nijenhuis Ph.D., Onno.van der.Hart Ph.D. and Kathy Steele

(c) Nique
11 october 2014

 

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