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The Horror of a Psychologically-Trauma

complex trauma discussionThe Horror of a Psychologically-Trauma

Is it just fear? An anxiety disorder?

Some clinicians focus on ‘one’ emotion if they talk about cause, diagnose and treatment of a ‘psychologically-Trauma’. There are even clinicians which carry the opinion that a Psychologically-Trauma is an anxiety disorder caused by fear. Because fear alone can trigger unimaginable human strength or unimaginable human surviving capacities

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Some say: fear is Horror and Horror is fear.
But is horror really only fear?

I dare to disagree with such an underestimating statement to the suffering of a psychologically-trauma. Because a psychologically-trauma is a lot more than fear that causes an anxiety disorder. That is also why PTSD is not categorized as an anxiety disorder but as a disorder caused by suffering extreme stress.

Fear is just one of the unbearable sensations which tortures the body and mind of a psychologically-traumatized daily life handling-system of once personality (the self- and ego- states). Fear can make you Run away, fear can make you Freeze, fear can make you Cry, fear can make you suffer without you even knowing ‘why’. Nobody will disagree that fear can cause all that, but does it mean you suffer a psychologically-trauma if you suffer or suffered only Fear: NO !

The word  ‘pain’ barely used . . .
But the definition of suffering pain says a lot:. “an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with acute or potential tissue damage or described in terms of such damage”. Suffering physical pain, mental pain, emotional pain and psychologically pain all at once, will cause an ‘injury’ – psychologically and or physically. And (Child) sexual and or physical abuse causes such an ‘injury’ because it’s an horrific event.

A psychologically-injury

An horrific event triggers bodily responses, sensations, feelings and emotions all at once. Horror overloads your daily life handling-system (ego- and self-states), your mental state and common sense with extreme stress.  Even by witnessing a ‘horrific event’ you can get emotionally and bodily over-stressed and it even can cause a phobia for experiencing (witnessing or remembering) it ever again

Horrific events or a horrific experiences can make us lose our common sense, activate unwanted bodily responses, can cause uncontrollable sensations, feelings and emotions or can even cause an unimaginable strength which can lead us to do the unthinkable as if we are in a hypnotic state. .

Stop Child AbuseEver heard of:
Blind madness?
Blind sadness?
Blind fear?
Or over excitement – uncontrollable joy which make one scream and or shiver ?

Ever heard that someone who broke his leg or finger was able to pull it right back on its place right after the event happened? Ever heard that pain can reach a level of numbness? Ever heard that people weren’t able to notice their physical wounding’s (or the pain) right after they injured themselves or right after a severe accident? Ever felt the pain your muscles causes if your laugh gets out of control? Ever felt that powerless feeling caused by intense out of control laughing? Ever heard that over activated emotions can cause you leaving and or losing your common sense?

The unimaginable can occur if our daily life handling-system, our personality, gets overloaded (stressed out), it can force you in to a survival mode. And afterwards, if we get back in our mindful state, we feel the physical and psychologically chaos and shock that starts torturing our mind and body; some get cold and or start to tremble, some feel the pain of their muscles if they start to unlock (relax) again, some get scared by an instant only by the thoughts (memory) of what they did during that over-activated personality state, some shut bodily and mindfully down and or are extremely exhausted afterwards, some feel pain all over their body by the muscles which where over contracted, some experience a huge headache afterwards, and some just start laughing as a response to a severe accident that just happened.

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If we think over what just happened to us during a horrific event or what we just experienced or did in a total over-stressed personality state – collecting or doing the impossible or the unthinkable – afterwards; we realize we lost or did leave our mindful state for that short moment of time.

Suffering a psychologically-trauma is all above mentioned.
Suffering a psychologically-trauma is an ongoing, repeating, over activation of the body and mind, of feelings and emotions, of more than one personality-state.

Suffering a psychologically-trauma eats your life !
We start dissociating to survive, because It relieves the suffering. And if you unlock the Traumatic Memory the unthinkable can happen all over again, so it’s very important to reach out for proper and very experienced Help.

Don’t underestimate suffering a psychologically-trauma.
Because suffering a psychologically-trauma is a whole lot more than suffering the emotion of fear. A psychologically-trauma will force you to live your life in an ongoing on-guard state and or survival mode.

Seek help
Seek very good and experienced help if you suffer a psychologically-trauma.

Regards,

© Nique
CE at the Dutch Top Referent Trauma Center Assen-Drenthe,
National Mental Healthcare Department, The Netherlands

 

Other Reference:

* Ross CA (2014) 33,3 pg 285 – question 1
* Nijenhuis ERS, TRTC Assen-Drenthe the Netherland (2014) Ten Reasons for conceiving and classifying posttraumatic stress disorder as a dissociative disorder. Psichiatria e Psicoterapia 33, 1, 74-106.
The Haunted Self (Nijenhuis, vd Hart, Steele, 2005, 2006)

* And Nique EU Disja 2014 ANP EP daily life handlingsystem

 

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Trauma disorders, Borderline- and Dissociative Disorders

(c) Nique(c) Nique TRTCenter NLI did receive the question:

Could you try to explain in your own words and average understandable language; the different types of Trauma disorders (diagnoses), versus a Borderline Personality Disorder and the relation of both with Dissociative Disorders – without the interference of the understanding of a Structural dissociation of the personality.

And my answer to it is: Yes I feel very honored to give it a try in my own words.

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I. TRAUMA and Posttraumatic Stress Disorders – PTSD & CPTSD

Very simplified we know 3 main groups of diagnoses to a mental disturbance caused by Trauma:childabuse

1 an acute short term mentally disturbance (ASD)
2 a middle long term mentally disturbance (PTSD)
3 a long term e.g. chronically disturbance (CPTSD)

a bit more defined:

  1. Acute Stress Disorder
    an acute short term mentally disturbance / reaction to a one time experienced Traumatic event
    for example: witnessing a very heavy train accident
  2. PTSD
    Post-Traumatic Stress disorder – middle long term mentally disturbance caused by experiencing a dead scary Traumatic event
    for example: a kidnapping or a onetime rape experience, or other dead scary experiences
  3. C-PTSD
    Complex Post-Traumatic Stress disorder – a long term e.g. chronically mentally disturbance caused by experiencing more than one Traumatic event
    a. Childhood trauma like sexually and or physically abuse
    for example: incest or other repeated child molestation e.g. child abuse
    b. War experiences (veteran care), etc.

To simplify: above we have mentioned the different types of Trauma disorders (diagnoses).

And keep in mind that those diagnoses can be given to everyone who experienced a Traumatic event. So also to people with Borderline, with Autism, with no mental disorder, etc.. From the policeman to the house wife – they can all experience a dead scary traumatic event which can lead to a post traumatic stress disorder.

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II. DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS – DD

The Second mental disorders I want you all to get acquainted with is the category
Dissociative Disorder – abbreviation = DD (watch out, it’s no DID)

  1. Dissociative identity disorder – DID a trauma related polysymptomatic condition which is characterized by a hidden presentation
  2. Other Specified Dissociative Disorder – OSDD
  3. Dissociative Amnesia
  4. Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder
    sub group:
  5. Unspecified Dissociative Disorder (DDnos)

Are dissociative disorders with switching behavior to different personality states always related to a Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)………   :  NO

Switching between personality parts is not a phenomenon that only belongs to a Dissociative Identity Disorder (trauma related).There are other disorders that have symptoms of identity problems and switching behavior between personality states such as a theatrical personality disorder, a Borderline Personality disorder, a bipolar disorder or schizophrenia.
A Dissociative Disorder (DD) has a wider range of being a co-morbidity disorder.

PTSD and it’s relation to Dissociative Disorders (OSDD and DID):
Within the category Dissociative Disorders, we know two types of diagnoses which are related to Psychologically-Trauma:

1. Otherwise Subscribed Dissociative Disorders (OSDD) and
2. the Dissociative identity Disorder (DID) – caused by Psycholotically-Trauma

Those two Dissociative disorders are both categorized by Trauma specialists as Complex Psychologically-Trauma disorders.
Sometimes also knows as a Trauma type – II and type – III

And both disorders are known with a wide range of dissociative problems. From Amnesia, Depersonalization to Derealization to somatic dissociation, etc.. The difference between a trauma related OSDD and DID is the comorbidity of disorders and the presentation of the Switching behavior. Both disorders are likewise severe and don’t tell a thing about more or more severe Trauma experiences – because both disorders are categorized as likewise very severe disorders ! they cause severe clinically distress and agony in life.

A Trauma related diagnose tells you only something about the complexity of the disorder(s).

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III. BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER – BPD

not C-PTSD related – Abbreviation BPD

A Borderline personality disorder is a personality disorder which causes severe agony to life. It’s also a disorder which very often is misunderstood and stigmatized. People with a BPD suffer a lot, so please don’t judge them by the disorder but try to understand them.

BPD is a diagnose of a mental disorder which points out a list of ongoing disturbed, unstable and or harmful symptomatically behavior caused by a broad range of influences during childhood and a biologically given mental weakness. Examples of causes:

  • too less love and attention (negative child neglect)
  • too much negative love and attention (positive child neglect)
  • broth up by parents with harmful addictions
  • broth up by parents with social problems
  • broth up in a harmful e.g. stressful living environment
  • etc.
  • and the most upper handed cause to develop BPD:
    is most likely a mental weakness given by biologically genes (Borderline structure).
    A by nature given, not being able to handle or coupe well with stressful situations. A biological basis to develop a BPD.
    Note: Not everyone born with the biologically genes will develop a Borderline Personality Disorder during life –  A Borderline structure (is not a BPD) only tells something about the mental straight to coupe or handle with stressful situations.

Some psychologist e.g. mental clinicians like to call the causes to the development of a BPD – ‘childhood trauma’. But if you understand the clinical definition of Trauma you can’t place those causes in a direct line of Traumatic experiences. So I fully disagree with people who think and or declare that a Borderline Personality disorder is per definition caused by Trauma, and or is always trauma related, because it isn’t.

A Borderline Structure or a Borderline Personality Disorder by itself isn’t caused by Trauma !

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And now we end up to the most spoken CLINICAL DISPUTE * * *

BPD and It’s relation with Dissociative Disorders  (OSDD and or DDnos):

attentionOf course it all needs research and a global acceptance to define the difference and or relation of causes and the influences of different comorbidity disorders, but I will give you a bit of an explanation in the line of both clinical streams which are still arguing about the cause and understanding of a BPD in combination with Dissociative Disorders and or dissociation caused by Trauma:

A bit Freudiaans and a bit Janetiaans – I think; both theoretically streams do have a point

                      1. BPD + DDnos not Trauma related
                        BPD + Dissociative symptoms and switching behavior to different emotional personality states NOT Trauma related
                        (BPD + comorbidity DDnos)

People who suffer a Borderline Personality Disorder very often can’t coupe (independently) with stressful situation. They clamp on to addictive behavior to escape the inner stress and daily life stress, and or they clamp on to other people which can guide them through a stressful situation of life. If stress comes in to (such) a relation someone who suffers a BPD wants also to escape this relation (again) by clamping on to another person. They don’t attach on a healthy way and it’s not uncommon that someone with a BPD has a storrmy history of different relationships or switches back and forward towards and between more than one relationship. They easily panic if they are left alone. And they show very often impulsive and or addictive behavior.  It’s also not uncommon that someone who suffers a BPD seeks attention, I prefer to call it   they seek HELP because they are scared – they do this to escape the inner stress and the fear of being left alone. Life itself is sometimes even too much to handle and the fear of loneliness then also gets enormous, almost unbearable.
Graphed by this fear they sometimes develop different somatic problems with no physical cause, or they even start to develop their own internal family and play mates to escape the fear of being left alone. They start to Dissociate by the development of emotional personality parts.

                      1. BPD + (CPTSD) OSDD Trauma related
                        BPD + Dissociative symptoms and switching behavior under the influence of emotional personality parts:Trauma Related
                        (BPD + CPTSD + OSDD)

Like every human being also someone who suffers a BPD can experience a dead scary traumatic events or have suffered also Childhood sexual and or physical abuse which leads to the symptoms of a PTSD or a CPTSD with dissociative symptoms.
It’s also not oncoming that you see also severe Dissociative symptoms and dissociative Switching behavior in this category of a double mental disturbance and category of diagnosis.

But it’s also very difficult for diagnosticians to diagnose BPD + Dissociative Symptoms and the Switching behavior to other personality states of this category, because they need to determine if the Dissociative symptoms are caused by the BPD or by trauma related Dissociation (OSDD). And that is not an easy thing to do.

 

Fact or Factious:
ptsd vrijSomeone who suffers a BPD + Dissociative symptoms (DDnos and or OSDD) suffers severe agony in life. We know that this group is also the most difficult group to treat because of the underlying BPD and wide range of dissociative symptoms. Prognosis of treatment aren’t much positive because of the severity of the combinations of disorders. And although researches are doing their best to develop better diagnostically instruments (differential instruments) and treatment possibility’s, it’s still a group which gets to less global attention and understanding.

For the difference between a OSDD and DID dissociative disorder
I refer to the following link: The difference between OSDD and DID

(c) Nique

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Safety and Internet

develop your own safetySAFETY AND THE USE OF INTERNET

Complex-Trauma & Structural Dissociation
© Nique, 31 august 2014
What do you need to know about
Support, Advocacy, Help or even Professional help – versus the use of the internet

Because lots of fellow sufferers question safety and trust as they join a (support) group or community, I want to write the following lines to give you all something to think over.

I think those lines are important, so don’t ignore them – give them a change by reading them.

 

What do we need to know about the mental healthcare workers e.g. fields

Know the basic differences in degrees of psychological working fields and their abbreviations. Lots of people use abbreviations on the internet to impress. Don’t be impressed by an abbreviation without a public mentioned licensee number and working field and working address.

(c) Nique DIDWhat is the Difference Between Psychologists,
Psychiatrists, and Social Workers?

 

internetsafety-wordleSupport groups are nice places to talk with your fellow sufferers, but they also can be very hurtfully. So keep your emotions and yourself safe at all times, because a community holder e.g. owner can’t guaranty you any safety. So please don’t believe otherwise and know that it it’s you and only you who can keep you safe on the internet.

Don’t follow medical advises from people who carry only an online profile with an alias name.

Many people use fake accounts, nothing wrong with that, its even smart in order to communicate safe through the internet. But it’s very badly wrong if they start to advise you, educate you or even analyse or treat you on a medical or therapeutically way with a fake account.

If you accept help from someone by the use of the internet, then know who you’re talking to before you share private information with such a person, and take notice of the following handles.

Safety_MattersYour contacts with a medical background
e.g. Professionals

Ask always for a copy of license if someone advises you under the title of Ph.D., clinical- or average Psychologist, SW, LCSW or other likewise practicing working fields. Even students have a scholarship number.

Never accept online counseling or psychological treatment if you don’t know who you are dealing with.
And above all keep in mind: Professionals will keep a professional distance too their clients because they know their ethics. This means also that they don’t join their clients in an online community advocacy or support group.

Follow never education, medical advises or knowledge from people which refuses to identify themselves with their real name and living or working address. Professionals will carry a profile picture to be cognizable, because they don’t want to hide and they do want to be trustworthy.

Professionals will always identify themselves and they have also no problems with being recognizable.

support-groupsSupport and Advocacy Groups

Support Group:
What does it mean? Members provide each other with various types of help, nonprofessional and nonmaterial, for a particular shared, usually burdensome, characteristic. Members with the same issues can come together for sharing coping strategies, to feel more empowered and for a sense of community. The help may take the form of providing and evaluating relevant information, relating personal experiences, listening to and accepting others experiences, providing sympathetic understanding and establishing social.

Advocacy:
What does it mean: It’s a commonly used English term (the emphasis is on the first syllable) that indicated the work of organizations that are committed to the rights of certain groups, e.g. women, minorities or children.
The term literally means ‘ voice ‘ or ‘ defense ‘

How to join safely a Support or Advocacy Group or community

After all those warnings you could get scared to join an online support or advocacy group e.g. community, don’t because that isn’t necessary if you keep on guard with your own safety!
So I will give you also some handles to Join safely a support or advocacy group on the internet.

Make sure you don’t use your real or full name – and please don’t use double accounts because it’s very important to be recognizable for other community users and members. Make as less as possible changes in you profile.
Don’t share your real personal name and living details, it adds no value to a membership of an online support or advocacy community or group because the moderators and owners can’t protect your personal details and they also don’t need them. Even professionals keep their personal home address privately.
Don’t take this lithely and help new members to start safely by sharing and advising those handles.

Do not to another person what you don’t like done to you, treat them as how you would like to be treated !!

TeamHow can I share my personal story, emotions and or feelings

You can easily share your personal story if you don’t share your photo, real name and address. So it is not harmful to tell someone what your experiences were and what harmed you so much. What your emotions are and why you join this group, etc..

But keep in mind to do it on a way that they can’t trace your story back to your personal address and name.  With an alias you are pretty safe in a Google+ community and within G+ you stay the boss over your own messages. This in contrast with the use of a forum such as a php forum or likewise where the administrators and management can censure or edit your personal messages.

Don’t share personal pictures or likewise – family pictures if you don’t want to be recognizable all over the place. Pictures will be very easily found by search engines like a google picture robot and likewise search engines.

i_love_internet_safetySupport Groups with a mental healthcare issue as there topic title

Joining a group with a mental health issue, for example:
Support groups Complex-Trauma, or a DID group or a BPD group or a Trauma and dissociation group, etc..

Know this, knot it even in your ears:

In such a group you will meet other people with also a mental health issues. They can be very friendly, they are most likely fellow sufferers and it can very easily feel very trust worthy. But also there you need to keep something very important in your mind!
The behavior of someone with a mental health issue can change in an instant and under the influence of their mental health issue. It is also not uncommon that this activates a disturbed chain reaction in such a group. On such a moment take a step back, take a brake (a day or even two days or as long is needed) until the group has calmed down. Don’t let yourself talking in to something if you had nothing to do with a or the conflict yourself. In other words ‘mind you own business’.

This sounds hard but it isn’t.
Very often a conflict accelerates by the interference of others.

Support means also: help conflicting members to talk with each other – don’t talk for them, don’t talk about them and also don’t interfere with the conflict: Help them to talk with each other and stay neutral

Always keep in mind – everything you say can be used against you because you can’t predict the behavior of an individual with a mental illness as you also can’t predict the behavior of a healthy person. So avoid private conversations as much as possible in a mental health issue group or community. The more open you communicate, the more safe a community and you are. It’s very honorable if we can help each other and it will always be our intention, but do it in the open of the group and back off during a conflict.

Then you guarantee your own safety at the best.

And at the end I want to write:
Keep always your own mental health and well being on the top level of your social
PRIORITIES AND ACTIVITIES.

Internet is as safe as you make it safe – for and by – yourself !
Create or keep a natural and healthy distrust towards the use of social activities on the net

Make the Net useful for You

Friendly regards,
Nique
CE at the Dutch Top Referent Trauma Center, Assen-Drenthe – The Netherlands

 

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